I’ve realized how boring my life is nowadays. I get up and feed and dress everyone, then I sit my ass on the computer and play games for a while. Maybe I’ll go outside at some point (after I make lunch) and ride around a bit on the four wheeler with the kids or go to town and spend money that I don’t have just because I want something to do. Then I cook, feed everyone a big supper, get everyone undressed and into pj’s, grab a shower, and watch a bit of tv or back online to play Farmville. God, I’m so boring! Don’t get me wrong, everyone is happy and healthy and things are going great between DJ and I, but I want more. I feel like I don’t have a purpose besides being a maid and caregiver.
I’m still chomping at the bit to get my computer. it’s supposed to be ready for shipment tomorrow, so I’m crossing my fingers that it’ll soon be on it’s way. Maybe that will keep me happy for a while, but I know it’ll make the chores suffer because I have been known to get addicted to games and play them ALL NIGHT LONG. I just have one of those very addictive personalities, and Sims is like crack to me, lol.
Maybe I’ll try to teach myself how to crochet finally. Eh, I doubt I’ll stick with anything too long, but it sounded good. 